So Here It Is

Last two days have been an emotional rollercoaster from me and I'm not even PMSing. I am glad to be free of many things but at the same time, feel unfilled, unhappy, and bored with life.  Sometimes the best time I have is when I sleep because then at least I can have some peace and my dreams can create a whole different life for me.  Its the same thing everyday, wake up, get ready, eat breakfast, get Kalel up, dressed, take him to daycare, go to work, get off come home, make something to eat, bath Kalel, bath myself, then bed.  I know that the only person that is going to help me right now is me but sometime a little nudge in the right direction would help.  I feel like I need to be saved.  I need something to look forward, something to get me out of this funk.  I am lonely but until I get over that, I would never be good company for someone else.